I'm not going to lie. It was scary to write Day Forty. I get closer to 'settling' everyday. The one thing that gets bigger everyday is how grateful I feel. Feeling so unsure about the future has infused me with a thankfulness that I've never experienced before.

Until I get a job there will be a daily Mettle Maker - we're on a mission - a mission to get a job and maintain mettle - so we'll call it the Mettle Mission.